out there....way out there.

So my mind is way out there, waaayyyyy out there. I feel like Im falling behind in life. I still need to take the GRE and do well on it. I need to bring my gpa up, I need to apply to grad schools. WTF am I doing with my time? Laying on the couch watching Americas Next top model marathons. Well, I did visit my grandma today, so that was nice. I love her to pieces and she helped me reinforce the buttons on the new sweater I bought for work. She asked me how long I have until I graduate and I told her I will be done in May 2008 and sadly, she said she hopes to still be around by then. I half scolded-half jokinly told her that she needs to stop thinking that way and that she WILL be around to see me graduate. I know, you all are probably wondering why she is saying such depressing things to me. Well, she is going to be 85 years old this year in october, she already had to bury 2 of her sons and before i was even born she had to bury her own husband, who died when my mother was only 16. She was a smoker, but quit when I was little and the only real medical issue that she has had recently was that she needed hearing aids, which is quite shocking compared to the health issues my grandma from my dads side has/is going through right now. Shes a tough one, Im thinking she still has another 10-20 years on her. Anyways, She didnt say anything about my new nostril piercing, but then again she might not have noticed which would be shocking since my sister who just got home from vacation and was sitting across the room from me blurts out "did you get your nose pierced?" in total disbelief and shock. Yes, i got my nose pierced and i think its pretty. Its not huge, quite small actually, and very sparkly. So that makes seven yes SEVEN piercings so far, more to come as I can afford them. Im looking forward to breakfast tomorrow since today I bought egg whites, fat free shredded cheddar cheese, and salsa. We had chicken tonight so I think I might cut up some of the left over chicken and throw that in with the ingredients mentioned above to make a big omlet, yes it does sound like a plan. No work tomorrow, only my internship from 1-5. I wonder what they are going to make me do tomorrow since I keep completing my tasks way before schedule. hmm. Either way, I dont mind it. I have my own cubicle and everything and the best part? it feels like someone finally appreciates my work ethics and I feel important there. Damn, its already 10pm....almost. I should work on some math tomorrow and Spanish tomorrow also. Ah, yes, I managed to get allllll of my laundry done. It took 2 months of laundry every weekend to get it all done. I feel complete now



food for today:
2 yogurts +320
100cal pack+100
pb egg +340
mini chocolate pie +200
mayo +200
Potato+300
sour cream+200
Salad +300
Veggies+100
v-8 juice +40
total:2100

no exercise today :( bummer


Today's horoscope: You will know when you need to step back today -- so listen to your gut when it tells you to run and hide. It's important for you to always be able to find a place where you can be by yourself when people aren't on your wavelength. And don't succumb to pressure to be social when you just don't want to be. It's perfectly fine for you to be stingy with your free time right now -- you've been far too generous with it recently. Please yourself, not others