it keeps getting better!

So I use a program called CoPilot to track my blood glucose readings and I really love the program...its my new bff.

Well it calculates my average...and right now its 135. According to http://www.accu-chek.com/us/rewrite/content/en_US/4.1.2:20/article/ACCM_general_article_2422.htm#

if I can keep this up, my a1c will be a 5.96..so 6%


I need to keep this up until februrary when I go back to Dr. Kilbane. I really want to rub it in their faces that I CAN DO THIS!!!



on a side note, I got marc to poke my finger last night. I know, big whoopteeedoooo but really, if I let him help me in baby steps, maybe it wont freak him out. last night he kinda looked at me and was like "thats all?" and yeah, it really is that simple. So since he realizes he cant hurt me (ok he can but I wont let him know that ;) ) maybe he'd be more eager to help. Hes eager, but I think hes nervous about doing this to me right now.