Im so sick of it!

So its official, I graduate from Wayne State University on May 3rd, 2008. Its kind of a wake up call....seriously....what have i done with my life in the past 22 years besides go to school? hmm...well my diabetes has not been in control for more that a single year at a time....digging myself an early grave...indeed. This was never a problem for me until I met Joey. I care about him, I want to marry him and grow old and have kids and grandkids with him. At the rate that im going, that will not be possible. AT ALL. so its time to shape up now before the new year starts.

for everyday my blood sugar averages 150 or lower, I'll put 3 dollars out of my own paycheck into a savings accout. If my daily blood sugar ave is 100 or less, 5 dollars....between 151 and 170, 2 dollars, 171 and 199...1 dollar.

This is just a way for me to "invest in my future" and keep myself alive!

Exams are coming up and I will be busy so hopefully I'll be ok!